Tuesday, 20 January 2009

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    so It's been a LONG TIME since I've updated

    I've been very preoccupied

    a lot has happened, but then again nothing much has really happened

    I graduate in May with a Bachelor's in Creative Writing (English Secondary Major), and no clue with what I should do, or even can do.

    Wide eyed panic in the face of unrelenting fear.

    That's what I feel when looking for a post-graduation job.

    That's what I feel when looking at Graduate School requirements.

    That's what I feel when filling out the Graduate Assistantship Applications.

    I've no publications or noteworthy acheivements in areas of research.

    What are the professional acheivements of a recent college graduate? For me, Nill.

    Extra-curricular activities - alas, the one thing I could have done differently. Damn.

    References - that I can do, i've got references out the .......

    Military Service.................................................. wtf.

    Academic honors - potential who's who candidate. Scholarships - a few, but most importantly look and see how I didn't lose any of them. Prizes - nope. Fellowships - yeah right. Honorary Degrees - who, what now?

    Son of a Bitch, life blows.

    I know more words than ideas, what's the use in that?

    Sé español, pero no puedo usarlo en la vida real. No entiendo cuando otras personas hablan muy rápido, y he olvidado mucho.

    Ich kann Deutsch sprechen aber es ist unbrauchbar.

    On top of everything I feel as though I'm in the wrong place at the wrong time.

    Update on the frontier of my life: I work at walmart and don't particularly like it. I'm still in school, I still live in the dorms, I need to find an apartment somewhere in town by May, and I need someone to live with in said apartment. And something random, the dog my family had for 14 years just died. I'm not really sad. I loved the little bugger, but he was very old, and I think possibly miserable.

    I just realized something, next month my maternal grandmother will have been dead for three years, and my paternal grandfather has been dead for a year and a half, and I still miss both of them just as much as the day they died. I'm sort of sad that I can't say the same for my maternal grandfather, I was just too young when he passed. My Granny Lela is still here, and it seems like she will be for a long time to come.

     

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